What Scare's Me ????????? :)

1. snakes
2. death

Only these things scares me. Snakes can just bite you or kill you, you don't know what kinds of snakes are there. Death is really scary because you can die on any day, any time. Sometimes i even dream of death, is weird waking up having a feeling something bad is going to happen. Is not funny making koes on something that is going to happen to you someday, Some people are scared of anything, i bet when they where little they were scared of anything that says BOO.

Had a mad day? Today I had one, feel like doin nothin. Have u ever felt u were boring , feeling like u not full pf happiness or u never has fun in ur life. It's like starin at a cloud that is empty. Forgot my Ela notebook, Saturday is my cousin birthday his goin 2 have a party n i don't know. I feel like i'm living in a hole that low beneath the ground. No one can get me out n no one can get in. I'm living in the hot or cold days waitin for something to happen, is lonely and can talk 2 no one but yourself. But i like it because i don't have 2 care about thing tht is happening outside of where i am. Is sad but it's ok for me, people can cry but i wouldn't care that much, people can wonder when they going to let me out of there but they need to understand that it's ok for me and that i don't care. I just care if i'm alive right noe in front of everyone who lost hope in life, Some can not are because they don't have a heart, is like someone riped it out and trashed it some where no one can find.
Nov 12, 2009 is today. We now have 3 8th grades classes. I'm still in Columbia 801, none as 8A. Nothing to do, people talking, me sitting writing my thought s from the whole day or pasted 2 days, yesterday we didn't have school. And Tuesday was a half a day. My mom got mad when she found out i missing homework. I half percent like my class. now some1 took laptops from tech cafe, who ever took it please give it mad, why would you want to steal it if , you have permission to use it in your tech time.